It is said that things happen for a reason. Today, the 1st of
May, 2000, turned out to be the most worst day of my life. Something
that I worked hard at.. and cherished and gave my all to, was taken
away from me. I have been grief stricken.. and sick over this. My
many friends have come to my side and spoken soft words of
encouragement to me.. to make me see things happen for a
reason.
When I trust in someone, and believe in someone with all my
heart, I am destroyed when that does not prove true. I felt
like my life was shattered. This was all from an online commitment
I had with a dear friend. Something caused his trust in me to
faulter and I am suffering for it now.
And when I thought I could never smile again.. or at least not
for sometime, I get a mail message. It says I have a postcard.. and
it's from "Not Telln'"
I went to pick it up.. and cried some more because of the gesture
and beauty of it. Just when I thought I couldn't believe in someone
again, a friend.. an honest friend.. a TRUE friend, picks me up.
I don't even know who this was from.. but whoever sent it to me..
you will NEVER know what this meant when I picked it up.
And from the bottom of what is left of my shattered heart.. I
thank you VERY VERY much. Please tell me who you are!
I love you! ~L~
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